Sorry is the Hardest thing

他好不容易，鼓起勇气按下了她的号码，电话那一端想起了他熟悉的旋律，他心里仍然矛盾，不断挣扎，即希望她会接听，又害怕她会接听。

十秒、卅秒、一分钟……自动切断……他不自觉的松了一口气，他不自觉的叹了一口气，呼出了他心里好不容易凑集而来的勇气，为了那一句对不起，他挣扎了好久，发了好多次简讯道歉，最后想亲口说的这三个字，没说出口。

哽咽在喉间的那句对不起，哽住了呼吸，他无力的收起电话，任由勇气飘散，漫无目的的在街上溜荡……

没多久，他接到她的了简讯：
“现在我不方便接听你的电话，有什么事迟些在call我，好吗？”

他知道她根本已经不在乎了，他其实根本早已经知道。只是再也开不了口的对不起，再也说不出口，渐渐的，它会化成茧，留在心里；渐渐的，它会化成文字，飘散在回忆里。

Sorry, is the hardest word...
Sorry, is the hardest word, when you really mean it
Sorry, is the hardest word, when it really means a lot.



What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word